25
Jan
09

Pensieve

I go quiet sometimes when I listen to him because I fear what I would say in return.

He says he worries about the way I can switch off my emotions and he fears him being on the receiving end…  Unknowing that he already is.

He’s such a kid sometimes or maybe I’m just old.  I force myself to be quiet even when I know the expression on my face is one of derision, of mockery and I thank God that he can’t see my eyes over the phone.

I know what he’ll see.

What am I doing?  Sheltering him?  Or fooling myself?

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4 Responses to “Pensieve”


  1. 1 UTP
    Saturday, January 31, 2009 at 2:28

    being honest is the most important thing in any relationship…you ARE fooling yourself…

  2. Tuesday, February 3, 2009 at 9:51

    dude. wow. like seriously, i can relate to this post like no other. i do the same. the exact same!

  3. Wednesday, February 11, 2009 at 22:43

    Hi *waves*
    Bloghopping !
    very well written !

  4. Wednesday, March 11, 2009 at 16:11

    you are feeding his ego – but most importantly compromising.


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