Committed

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Somehow, it became important for me to give my word today.  All my hesitation, my reluctance, all my issues came to this one moment where I choose to move on or stay where I am…

I gave it…  And now am terrified!  Of what it means!!  Of keeping it, breaking it… of all that can or will happen… of what to do!

My mind is telling me I’m insane.

My heart says it’s fine.

What have I done?????