Wednesday Wanderings 50: Over

I’ve been home for nearly a week now. For all the altruistic intentions of my trip, the underlying cause for the most part was deeply selfish.  I just wanted to get out.  Whether or not I went looking for a form of salvation or if I was just running away is something I’m still not too sure of.  This much is true though that traipsing through the highs and lows of Scotland I was perhaps looking for new roads, new ways, even new people thinking it is what I needed to push myself out of this rut…

Except that sometimes you really do need an ending more than a new beginning in order to truly let go and move on.

After an age, I can finally say it is truly over and look to tomorrow’s coming dawn without the underlying feeling of dread that was so normal….

I have closure and I’m alright!