Blogword No. 41: Away

Wishing no longer works,

And I don’t dream anymore

But then, maybe I hadn’t believed when I did dream..

The smiles are false

The heartiness forced

My strength a show

And the courage smoke…

Everything I am or was is now overshadowed by all I’m not…

Or maybe my mind is finally seeing things as they are…

That sometimes destiny is something very different from what you thought.

Whatever it is,

All I know is that right now,

I can’t find whatever it was inside me, that made my troubles go away.